Including the Ones I Could Not Then Verbalize

I look back on my younger self and agree with her stance even more now, not less, versus the popular parlance of holding our younger selves in disregard, and I better understand her reasons for being against the war, including the ones I could not then verbalize or even access on some conscious level, with the feared conclusion being the way they have now waged the war upon us here in-country, which is of course what they were always going to do if allowed to carry on the way they have out-country.